estvpido

i miss my wattpad era sometimes

estvpido

do people still use wattpad?
          i haven’t been on here for a while.
          i knew very few people but i’ve enjoyed many stories on here and saw a couple of fandom changes and some people leave.
          14-15yo me was stupid and unserious but i think i’ve matured since then.
          i want to sign off permanently since this phase is behind me but i got a feeling i’ll be lurking around sometimes.
          i’m currently back into old interests like vld, if anyone is into that then that’d be cool
          besides that, i hope anyone still here well.

1ILoveFood1

@estvpido fare well commrade
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estvpido

you piss off your s/o
          i piss on my s/o.
          we are not the same.
          
          
          (this is a joke, i swear).

estvpido

@1ILoveFood1 
            i swear i don’t have a piss kink.
            maybe a thing for worshipping feet or getting my nuts stepped on but that’s for another day to discuss.
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1ILoveFood1

@estvpido hmmmmmmmmm
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estvpido

it’s sexual assault awareness month.
          haven’t been on here for a tad bit, but just wanted to say to any victims of sexual assault, you are so much more than what happened to you.
          since it’s sexual assault awareness month, i would like to share a tad bit. it took about a few years for me to come to terms that my experience counts as sexual assault (some say rape but i’m not gonna go there just yet), this is my first year finally coming to terms with it and i’m now learning how to properly cope. you are not alone. your experiences are valid, whether you were in a relationship, same sex, or etc.

1ILoveFood1

@estvpido She didn't/doesn't stop me from getting help, but I am trying to work through it myself mostly through music, art, writing, etc.
            It is really great though to talk about this to someone who understands/empathizes with the struggle.
            Much love.
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estvpido

this message may be offensive 
@1ILoveFood1 
            a late response but
            Fuck your ‘friend’
            what she said to you is unacceptable and untrue. you are not responsible for what happened to you. one’s experience varies from others’ or other’s idea of it.
            I really hope what she said doesn’t deter you from seeking support. I’m not on here as much but my dms are always open.
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1ILoveFood1

@estvpido worst part for me was that, when I told my friend about it, she called me an idiot and said it was my own fault for letting it happen
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