Hello my friends,
I am doing better. I have read all your messages and your comments and I cannot express how grateful I feel for the love I receive from your end.
About my personal life that I've shared with you in the past, I want to update you all because of I'm coming and crying in front of you, it is my responsibility to share what is going on. So, basically I've given up. I've given up and let go of the constant worry for a person who is not ready to commit. Whatever the reason maybe, but the lack of serious commitment after 11 years of relationship is disheartening and saying it out loud again and again is embarrassing. So I've given up on it and have left everything on universe. God will take care of me, my life, happiness and sadness. I know it will be a long time for me to be totally over that thought but I've taken the first step. Let's see how this goes for me.
As for my stories, books, reading or writing, I haven't done anything in a long time and writing has been a dream these days and it feels like I've lost my touch.
I know you all are still waiting for the story that is not completed and trust me as a reader I understand how frustrating it is to not get a complete story, but please understand that writing comes naturally to me and currently I'm not myself so it just doesn't come to me, the words.
I am so sorry from the bottom of my heart for making you all wait for so long, but I will surely finish that book one day, I'm just not sure when.
I am grateful that you all have not left me and I truly value you all like my dear friends.
I will be back soon♥️