eternallypining

Hey, everybody! 
          	
          	I wanted to make an actual announcement and apologize for being away for so long. I work in EMS and it’s been one huge thing after another. LA was on fire, then an idiot became president, and then that same moron decided to defund (countless important things) and put ridiculous tariffs on supplies that fund hospitals and help patients with their insurance, access to care, medications, housing, and so many other things that I just have not had much time—or, more honestly, the emotional capacity to even look at my google docs for more than around 15minutes. Even chapters that I’ve had planned, and mostly written, are just collecting dust as they wait for my uninspired self to get a grip on something.
          	
          	That being said, I am still working, even though it is so goddamn slow. I’d like to personally thank everyone who commented on the community board to make sure I was still alive, and everyone still giving love to my story even though it’s been so long. I see you, I appreciate you, and I promise you will be rewarded as soon as I can deliver something I’m proud of again. 
          	
          	Also, especially with how much I believe racism is becoming louder and more prominent once again in all types of media and in the outside world, as a black person, I would also love to write a story with the weight of what that can feel like and hopefully connect with more people within my community, connect with other communities of color in how we can feel so similar at times, and just bring more representation even in fanfiction—no matter how crazy that sounds.
          	
          	To conclude, even though I’m more focused on making a change outside of writing for now, please trust that I am working on delivering and maintaining my current story and other future works. Thank you so much! 

levisleftclitlip

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@eternallypining girl im so sorry you had to go through all that shit. Being a big girl is tough and I'm sure even though everything is messy you'll someday make it out and fine. And god you're right rascism and sexism has gotten insane ever since that duck. I dont live in US but shit here gets so much influence from there.
          	  Love you(if i havent mentioned it like 5 million times already) and yess do write poc representation fic i'll love to read it. MWAH xoxo
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levisleftclitlip

AND THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE COMRADES, IMAGINE AND DANCE OF THE DEAD OH GOD NO ONE I KNOW HAD READ DANCE OF THE DEAD IT IM GIRL WTF???? BUT MY GOD ITS SUCH A BEAUTY?????

levisleftclitlip

UMM?? I WAS LIKE BORN READY??
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levisleftclitlip

UMM??? I WAS LIKE BORN READY??
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eternallypining

@levisb00bs TRUST THAT I HAVE TASTEEEE!!! Dance of the Dead (The Guilty Party) is one of my biggest inspirations for the length of my chapters, the in depth descriptions, and really pushed me to want to even create and fully explore my own work. I really owe so much to that book I could talk about my whole saved AOT list for HOURS!!! So, whenever you’re ready, let me know, HAHA! 
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levisleftclitlip

Im so obsessed with your  fic i literally recomend peaceful silence to every one of my friends cause EVERYONE SHOULD READ THIS MESEUM WORTHY PIECE OF LITERATURE

eternallypining

@levisb00bs you’re so kind oh my goodness!!! I love nerd-ing out about my favorite shows/mangas/comics! And thank you sososososood much for recommending my work, you don’t know how happy that makes me <3
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eternallypining

Hey, everybody! 
          
          I wanted to make an actual announcement and apologize for being away for so long. I work in EMS and it’s been one huge thing after another. LA was on fire, then an idiot became president, and then that same moron decided to defund (countless important things) and put ridiculous tariffs on supplies that fund hospitals and help patients with their insurance, access to care, medications, housing, and so many other things that I just have not had much time—or, more honestly, the emotional capacity to even look at my google docs for more than around 15minutes. Even chapters that I’ve had planned, and mostly written, are just collecting dust as they wait for my uninspired self to get a grip on something.
          
          That being said, I am still working, even though it is so goddamn slow. I’d like to personally thank everyone who commented on the community board to make sure I was still alive, and everyone still giving love to my story even though it’s been so long. I see you, I appreciate you, and I promise you will be rewarded as soon as I can deliver something I’m proud of again. 
          
          Also, especially with how much I believe racism is becoming louder and more prominent once again in all types of media and in the outside world, as a black person, I would also love to write a story with the weight of what that can feel like and hopefully connect with more people within my community, connect with other communities of color in how we can feel so similar at times, and just bring more representation even in fanfiction—no matter how crazy that sounds.
          
          To conclude, even though I’m more focused on making a change outside of writing for now, please trust that I am working on delivering and maintaining my current story and other future works. Thank you so much! 

levisleftclitlip

this message may be offensive
@eternallypining girl im so sorry you had to go through all that shit. Being a big girl is tough and I'm sure even though everything is messy you'll someday make it out and fine. And god you're right rascism and sexism has gotten insane ever since that duck. I dont live in US but shit here gets so much influence from there.
            Love you(if i havent mentioned it like 5 million times already) and yess do write poc representation fic i'll love to read it. MWAH xoxo
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levisleftclitlip

HIII HOW YOU DOINN

levisleftclitlip

ONCE I MAKE MONEY TO TRAVEL YOU'DE BE THE FIRST PERSON ILL MEET
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eternallypining

HELLOOOO, DARLING!! Im so sorry I’ve been out. Thank you so much for checking up on me. I appreciate you so much! <3 
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levisleftclitlip

Day 9846279 of saying that we all miss you

levisleftclitlip

we were never mad at you lord. We love and cherish you everyday second of our lives(atleast I do)
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eternallypining

YOURE SO FUCKIN FUNNY OMLLLL 
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