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I've never included wjin in any chapters in my imagine book, nor have i written about him in the books I'm writing offline. Might be because i joined the fandom after he left but it just never fit well with me bc even though i watched a lot of old videos i never felt the same connection i did with the rest of the boys.
I did praise his voice a lot though, and although i shouldn't feel this way and there was no way of me knowing what happened behind the scenes, i kinda feel sick that i supported his new jump into the industry and defended him when other fans or kpop stans dragged him.
Of course the circumstances are different now that we somewhat know what happened and although I don't, and won't ever, support hate of any kind, i honestly don't care about him.
He should be punished just like any other ordinary person should. Just because he's an idol doesn't mean shit. Those people he harassed will always have it in their memory that some lousy being violated them in this way. I don't care about what he says. Because although i wish this wasn't true, he is clesrly guilty.
And i say i wish this wasn't true because being someone that really loved his voice i kid you not when i say i felt so bad when I saw the allegations. I felt bad that i supported someone like this and it made me realize, once again, how bad the world is and how disgusting some people are.
I'm gonna be honest; i would've supported him if he came out innocent. But i won't anymore because now, even if he is proven innocent, he will never be innocent in my eyes.
The way he responded to the allegations was so uncomfortable and so inconsiderate and so disgusting that even if he comes out as innocent, i won't believe it. Anyone that brushes off these kind of allegations as nothing and doesn't even show any signs of consideration to the other person is not worthy of the attention and the care.