ethereal_moon

You brought Barça back to where it belongs. Gracias, Lewa!!

Guess who got 96% in boards??!!! >_<

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY!!!!

Had a really really great time here but I guess it's time to bid goodbye. Gonna join hostel soon and won't be back for the next two years so... yeah. 
          
          And to all the people I've been friends with here, I'm gonna miss you all and I love you forever.
          
          Don't forget me :)
          
          Signing off...

I think I might open a new acc once my board exams are done so that I'll have a new start for things. But I'll be here too, obviously, since I have way too many interesting stories in my TBR lists. Keyword being 'way too many'. 
          
          And as much as I'm excited for the holidays after the exams, I feel equally scared for the exams. Plus, yesterday's math exam gave me wayyy to much reassurance... that I'm basically fcked. 
          
          Anyways, that was my little rant to whoever reads this.

Bruh I thought music helped to write. I guess it just doesn't work for me since I just keep singing them instead of writing. 
          
          Oh btw, atp I have, like, a million stories in my head but I just can't get myself to write them down *insert crying emoji* But I guess I have some progress? I mean, I'm trying to write a little. Don't get your hopes up too high tho. I'm probably just gaslighting myself into thinking I'm writing something lol.

I've come to realise that I can't really write soothing or affectionate scenes. The other day I tried writing a very comforting scene but I figured it's quite hard, even when I imagine it. I can't make the character open up to someone soothing/comforting/confronting them. I somehow end up making them bottle up their thoughts and emotions everytime and idrk how to put it into words but it honestly feels so weird to me because I've been reading plenty of stories with scenes full of confrontation and stuff. And I can't seem to write it that way even if I tried to. I keep making the character retreat back somehow and it's hella frustrating.
          
          Ps: By 'the other day' I meant long back, nothing recent. And I still don't think I can write it. 

Life ain't 'life'ing anymore :(

The fact that I've written those big @ss paragraphs in 'Shattered Verses'. Bruh. I just wish I had so much dedication/motivation for writing the book that I've unpublished.

So, I just unplished 'Fated by the Stars'. I know it wasn't even fully started yet but I messed up the start. That's not how I wanted it to be and I figured it out a few days ago while writing the next chapter. I'll try to edit and republish it as soon as I can but no promises knowing my lazy @ss can't be trusted.