I am having a panic attack right now, I haven't had one in months. I don't like doing this, I am not good at anything. I constantly need reassurance. And for what? Whatever I do I mess it up. Even if I put my everything on something, I will still be average at best, even if I make it my life. Is that all my life is worth? Is that it? I am not good at anything, I see kids in my class, one is good at math, one is good at Hindi, one is good at computer science, one is good at biology and even the ones who aren't good at studying are good at sports. What am I good at? I can't understand math no matter how hard I try, J couldn't read Hindi up until I was 9, I suck at computers, I don't know sh-t about biology, I start hyperventilating 5 seconds into any physical exercise. WHAT AM I EVEN GOOD AT? I HAVE 0 HOBIES AND I AM NOT GOOD AT ANYTHING EVEN IF I TRY MY HARDEST TO BE!?!?!? IS THIS ALL MY POTENTIAL?!?! IS THIS ALL I'M WORTH?!?!?! I don't like living, it makes me lonely.