ethersedge

Sorry guys my ass got logged out 

ethersedge

I LITERALLY TALKED WITH THE PRETTIEST GIRL IN MY SCHOOL TODAY!! SHES MY SENIOR AND SHE COMPLIMENTED ME!! (never beating the gay allegations)

ZoeDeore

YOU HONESTLY DESERVE IT :)
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ethersedge

My brother just asked me what "banging someone" means 

ZoeDeore

i got reminded of “bang chan daddy”
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ethersedge

@ZoeDeore for real ::crying emoji:: I told him idk
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ethersedge

I am having a panic attack right now, I haven't had one in months. I don't like doing this, I am not good at anything. I constantly need reassurance. And for what? Whatever I do I mess it up. Even if I put my everything on something, I will still be average at best, even if I make it my life. Is that all my life is worth? Is that it? I am not good at anything, I see kids in my class, one is good at math, one is good at Hindi, one is good at computer science, one is good at biology and even the ones who aren't good at studying are good at sports. What am I good at? I can't understand math no matter how hard I try, J couldn't read Hindi up until I was 9, I suck at computers, I don't know sh-t about biology, I start hyperventilating 5 seconds into any physical exercise. WHAT AM I EVEN GOOD AT? I HAVE 0 HOBIES AND I AM NOT GOOD AT ANYTHING EVEN IF I TRY MY HARDEST TO BE!?!?!? IS THIS ALL MY POTENTIAL?!?! IS THIS ALL I'M WORTH?!?!?! I don't like living, it makes me lonely.

ZoeDeore

@ethersedge look, you not being good at anything is completely false. you're still young,so it can get a bit messy from this age. but we can't step back, right? we can't sit and cry abt it cuz it's gonna make things worse. Slowly but surely, you will find a thing that you like if you just enjoy the little things in life. If you're failing at certain points, you can't do anything but keep trying,maybe there you'll find a way to learn better and faster.
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Myst1c_Natalieee

@ethersedge Bro calm down, don't worry. Sit down, drink a glass of water and think about positive things. I know I'm too late, but don't panick, you'll be fine :)
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