etsxcy
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omfg i have to let ts out. ive been ulting taeil since debut, i was about 10-11 so a child. so yk how all the yters all the creators nd artists from my childhood r now on the diddy wall? he was the only one i had left and i was just hoping nothing would happen. i grew up around taeil, he lit sculpted half of me :/ when i first heard the news i was so disgusted and just hated him and got over it quickly, but a few hours after that it really dawned on me that he was gone and this wasnt something he can apologize for. i knew he was wrong and i should be happy he got caught but i couldnt help but cry my eyes out. i lit sobbed so hard for hours my head hurt for hours after that, my stomach hurt, everything hurt. i took two painkillers nd they didnt do shit. i couldnt sleep that night at all just hoping this was all a dream and ima wake up. this shit is so fucking overwhelming i cant take it anymore
mybeautifulriddle
@etsxcy noo that’s horrible. I’m so sorry that happened to you. It’s always horrible when parts of our childhood that we thought were untouchable are ruined. for me, it was my first love from kindergarten. he became racist and homophobic over time and said smth disgusting to me at a gathering. I just hated this even tho I didn’t like him anymore bcz it was a dreamlike puppy love. We both liked each other in kindergarten and (I’m vegetarian) he even said he would become vegetarian for me. js hate that he made my belief in those feelings weaker :( sry for all the tmi, js wanted to say I get you.