Sometimes I wonder if I'm really the problem? Would it be easier for people if I were gone? I can't control my anger or what I say. Whatever I say when I'm angry will be 100% true, but if you asked me if I really meant it, I would say NO. I would never want to offend a single person, but I can't control myself. I understand that I'm in puberty, but is there really a point in living if I'm going to live like this? Many would say it's just a phase, but why do I stay up late every night thinking about everything and crying? As if that is the only way to get everything I can out of myself, because I really want to tell someone something that my heart desires, but I can't. My brain stops me. Still, my brain knows best, and that's the reason why I think every night before I do anything.