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shoot me so hard i just got told by my doctors i needed not one but TWO rounds of blood work.. wtf. JUST KILL ME NOW

i just want to be clear with where i’m at in life right now, and by extension writing! 
          
          next week i’m about to start my spring semester and that’s going to begin a whole lot of things added to my plate. and i mean a lot. as some of y’all know, i’m an orientation leader and that takes a whole chunk of time, but this past week i have signed up for something i’m not ready to disclose yet, but is something i pray i will be given a chance to be in. i also have been introduced to some new friends at orientation retreat that are willing to help me back on the path of catholicism, and that will take a huge chunk too. 
          
          i already have a list of imagines already started, they just to be finished. what i’m saying is i will have a LOT on my plate, and hopefully i can look forward to them and look back on them happily. i am NOT stepping away from writing, but there is just a lot of factors that may delay it is what i’m saying. 
          
          i may take this week to atleast get a lot of major work done while i have the break, but knowing me it probably isn’t going to be released until the semester starts because i always work better under pressure with other things happening. which means i actually feel motivated to write when i have a busy schedule, if that makes sense?? 
          
          i love writing, and especially with no english class this semester, i’ll probably bet i’ll tap into my writing side with this app and my imagines. i just hope i make time for it while not overloading myself.
          
          overall, i’m so thankful to have ended up here in this moment and i’m grateful for where it’s about to take me next, and if something fails, i hope i look back with an open mind and a moving forward attitude! thank you all for simply being here and in my life! hopefully i can reach a flow state in writing soon haha! 

no way i came back from a three day retreat and my notifications on here BLEW UP oml 
          
          fun fact, if you ever watched pitch perfect 2, the place where we had a retreat for my uni’s orientation team actually was the filming location for the camp scenes!! 

Hey, just wanted to thank you for replying to my post on my message board and for sharing all of this with me. It honestly meant a lot that you took the time to open up like this. Knowing that someone understands this kind of hurt and insecurity made me feel less alone.
          
          I’m really sorry you had to go through something like that. No one deserves to feel overlooked or treated as if they matter less, especially by someone they trusted or cared about. I’m glad you were able to reflect on that experience and recognise what you deserve in a friendship. Reading about your experience helped me think more clearly about my own feelings and reminded me that it’s okay to want mutual care and effort.
          
          I’ve been reminding myself that not every situation has a clear reason or explanation, and that a lack of connection doesn’t erase my intentions or the kindness I tried to offer, even if it still hurts. Reading your message really helped me with this and made me feel more grounded and less stuck in my own head about it.
          
          Thank you again for reaching out and for being so supportive. It really means more than I can put into words <3
          And truly, if you ever want to talk about anything, whether it’s something heavy or just everyday things, I’m always here to listen too :)

happy new year everybody! 
          
          2025 was such a crazy year, but i wouldn’t have changed it for the world. i graduated high school (yes i’m young), ended my dance career that i dedicated a long time to, started college, made a big decision and was chosen for my uni’s orientation team, found a LOT of new interests, lost a lot of old friends but made new ones,, and i finally found a clear sense of self. 
          
          this year was filled with a lot of change and growth, and i cannot be any more grateful to know i am doing better. while there are some days i can feel alone and different, i’m happy that i chose to stay true to myself and for what’s right. i learned i didn’t have to be friends with people out of pity, especially ones that talk behind my back, but that i should be friends with genuine people who care about me the same way i do for them. it was really hard making the decision to drop friends i have been knowing for over half my life, but i’m so happy i chose to stand up for myself. sometimes it can be a good thing some friends don’t last forever, for your own good. 
          
          from a writing standpoint, this year i rekindled my love for writing- something i’ve always been good at. i cannot be any thankful for the people who have read/voted my books or even showed the slightest kindness to me, i love and appreciate you so much! 
          
          a year doesn’t have to be perfect to make it a good one. just as long as you find peace and reflect back with a big heart. i hope everyone has had a great 2025 and is looking forward to the new year! for 2026, know that you are so loved! 

i think i’ve reached flow state in writing ;)) pls pray i don’t loose it 

fym dani’s contract with newjeans is terminated… i’m not okay guys wtf

so I got two svt albums for christmas but i SWORE mingyu and dino packaged both my albums because why for both albums i got SO MANY mingyu and dino pcs… 
          
          but i did end up getting dk, seungkwan, and coups so win win lol

thank you all for 2k reads on my imagines!!! :))))

why is stranger things SO GOOD… i can’t wait for the finale on the 31st omfg 
          
          saying this right now, if one of my favs die, i will go into indefinite mourning.