euphoriclouds

Hello my lil sunshines :) i missed you all so much!! i am finishing off m&h with one or two more stories and then i will be starting a new poetry collection! 

hex1gon

Hey. I don't know you. You don't know me. I recently discovered your Relapse or Recovery? story, and I wanted to make sure you're okay. The depressing and suicidal thoughts spilled out onto the screen mixed with lack of activity lately?
          
          I want to know if you're doing okay. Please tell me if you are, as I'm growing increasingly worried for you. I understand that I sound selfish, as if I want to hear if you're okay because it'll make me feel better.
          
          But honestly, I just want to make sure you are doing alright and that you are in perfect health.

euphoriclouds

THIS IS SO SO SWEET!!! hi darling!! i'm doing more than wonderful!!! i have lots of emotions lately but no suicidal thoughts or actions, i've been very good for awhile now thats why the lack of activity on that story❤️i write lots on "milk & honey" though! how are you? i hope you're okay or more than okay!! thinking of this and you!!
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euphoriclouds

hi honeybee's  i was M.I.A. for a little, needed a mental break & writers block has been getting to me... but i'm baaackk! i missed you all, thank you for the sweet messages i really love them <3 they keep me going when i can't find a reason to at all! love you babies, thank you for 15k views on m&h i can't thank you enough

euphoriclouds

i think i'll be leaving, not just wattpad, everyrhing in general. i have a plan thats very solid and im ready. i dont want to do this anymore, im sorry. theres really no other place to say that but here.

euphoriclouds

this is kindest thing anyone's ever said to me thank you baby i promise im
            okay just was feeling down before i had to leave a couple months ago to get better, love you :-)
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dandeluke

I'm sorry I couldn't have said that sooner, I hope you and your family is okay, and if not I hope you are reading this and you are in good hands and getting help for your sadness and I'm so sorry I didn't make it here in time 
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dandeluke

i love you and your beautiful writing 
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euphoriclouds

i know my writing has been really shotty lately, i honestly think its bc on my new meds i cant feel what i used to feel, if that makes sense. but im trying my best! im sorry its not the same :-( i wish it was bc i love that so many people read my stories that makes me so so happy and i inspire alot of others to keep writing, hopefully im just ina funk, writers block sorta thing.. 

euphoriclouds

hi guys so, i'm going to be posting something thats really serious in the next couple of days and normally i wouldnt notify my followers but it has lots of suicide involved in the writing, so i'd like to give out a trigger warning now.