hi so im not going to be on this account anymore. it's been a long while coming but i've just decided that i'm done with this and i don't appreciate whatever image that i have built up here where i literally don't read fanfiction but somehow try to be active on a mainly fanfiction platform. it's frankly quite disappointing to be here. i've lost most of my motivation for writing but i still joined a fic fest and i swear that it might end me because i crammed 2k words in for the first deadline and then never touched the piece again, not to mention i signed up a month late under the promise that it wouldn't be a one shot (under 10k words). it was a bad decision and even though i won't let myself back out of this fest, i will probably be panicked and stressed up until the deadline. anyways, if i do complete the piece, i will probably rejoin writing platforms and post it there; look for me if you still want to remember! thank you for spending your time here and reading my inconsistent writings. it was a pleasure for the most part to be here and i am grateful for the experience:) take care!