Evan/Levi 🐌

Can someone talk w/ me today? I'm missing a close friend and need a distraction

today my bpd is convincing me that my fp has left me so I am ✨dancing in the pain✨
          How are you today besties?

Thinking about how my dumb ass literally developed a whole FP and still thought I didn't have BPD while I sat there with ALL 9 SYMPTOMS 
          HAHA
          EVERYTHING'S FINE
          I'M FINE

I cannot stress enough on how much I want to play Emma Nolan in The Prom
          THE FEELINGS ARE STRONG

HADESTOWN

https://youtu.be/yZ21zn8tCb0
          
          Merry Christmas Season, you heathens. London, don't click the link. :)

My life became complete the moment Anderson Cooper called Tr*mp an "obese turtle flailing on its back in the hot sun".
          There is nothing better than that insult. 

If anybody needs the su*cide prevention help line number, please please please message me. 
          I don't want to lose anybody else. Please talk to me. I'm begging you. Your life is so precious, it's not worth it. The pain is here today, but if you work hard and ask for help, it'll lessen one day, I promise you that. You'll be okay. I love you. You're so amazing, I'm so proud of you. You made it this far, kid. What's a little more? 
          Keep fighting. 
          Fight for yourself. I'll help fight with you. 
          You're not alone. 

New story coming up tomorrow! Going to be surrounded by the story of Tami Oldham (now Ashcraft). But, in form of Snowbaz. Her story is so amazing, but please do not google it until the story is finished, it'll spoil everything I've got planned. And you don't wanna do that. 

if anyone wants to get matching tattoos with me in 4 years when I turn 18, I'm getting "Chick-fil-A hates my ass" tattooed on my asscheek. Either that or "Chick-Fil-A wants me dead." 
          Whichever's funnier. 
          You can tell me I'll regret it. 
          But I won't listen. 
          I'll love it forever like my own ink baby. 
          So les go, who wants one