evanrosiersgf

my bf made me paper rings i think i won

spideysgwens

@evanrosiersgf i stalked his spotify btw
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-spxrks_fly

@evanrosiersgf girl you legit won in life
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evanrosiersgf

my bf made me paper rings i think i won

spideysgwens

@evanrosiersgf i stalked his spotify btw
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-spxrks_fly

@evanrosiersgf girl you legit won in life
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evanrosiersgf

she cant let go of you, you fix her in ways no one ever could and you continue giving yourself to her. but cant you see baby, she’s destroying you? 
          
          she can’t give you what you give her, all she has is unnecessary violence and that’s all she has to offer to you. you’ll try to save her, but you would die trying and she would die after you.

evanrosiersgf

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hi i know i havent updated but lifes been something !!! law school sucks and ive just been going through shit so heres a small bit until i force myself to go back to write
          
          
          
          would you accept my apology if i ripped out my own heart and handed it to you, happily dying because it was through an attempt to make you smile. i haven’t been doing that lately, and you can curse me out all you want for that, you can yell and fight and break my poor heart thousand times over if you must, but please look at me baby, just look at me the same.
          
          look at me with those eyes which shine brighter than the sun, the stars and the moon, make me feel at home.
          
          have i ever had a home?
          
          was it a home when i was on my knees, begging the heavens above to take me home, when i was on the floor of my room, the walls around me closing in? was it a home when there was no space to breathe?
          
          i’ve always known peace as a raging war, drawing blood at every chance you get. would the unfamiliarity of quiet justify the destruction of your beautiful soul? would it explain why i had to tear apart your heart to bring peace to my own?
          
          can i say it’s the distance which is keeping you out of reach when a part of me knows its the walls i have put up. can i say that it’s just the distance which breaks us when i know it’s the monster inside me, breaking you down before i unravel at your touch, before you see who i really am.
          
          would you stay then?

leovaldezisonfiree

You leave and than come back and drop something this devastating?!? 
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