@eveningsilhouette
I tried ..you just dont know how much i tried and i am still trying..but i dont know if i can still hold on...
You said i am being an oa..should not think about it..be positive..dont let it get into your mind..dont stress your self out..
It is easy for you to say that...
But not for me, ive tried and trying, but the more i felt i am sinking so deep down
Hey i am back after so long
i can still imagine the escalator....
it's still so fresh...
when they are doubting or blaming you for the thing youve never done....
daikirai
Dont force me to do something i dont want to do.. i hate it..
Sometimes you want to run away or maybe.. to disappear...
is it still worth it?
when you are not at peace...the more you try to be optimistic, the more pessimistic you sound