iD. @wiltedschools⠀✦⠀[normally, it would hurt him, hearing someone say such rash things about his once-beloved parents, but now, he only finds himself inclined to agree. the thought of losing the other is unbearable; he's eli's sanctuary, the one person who truly understands him, who sees beyond the facade of obedience and faith to the person the brunet is beneath it all. and, though the weight of their disapproval presses heavily on his shoulders, a constant reminder of the chasm between their beliefs and his own heart, he knows, deep down, what he wants. and, as linden laces their fingers, he knows he's not alone. the love, the compassion, the / yearning / is mutual; it always has been.]⠀you don't deserve this, you know──someone who can only love you in private. it's not fair.