everlovingfred

finally changed my profile theme after 3 years

everlovingfred

Looked back at my old Facebook account and scrolled through my past friend's profiles. They look so big now. I saw their old pictures and reminisced about the past.
          
          I scrolled through each and every profile and found many pictures olden by time. After minutes of scrolling, I realised, that I didn't saw my self once.
          
          I kept scrolling and scrolling hoping that a single picture of me would atleast be there.
          
          Hah, there was none.
          
          How could there be any of it in there?
          
          I was always the one asked to take the pictures. Not the one included in it.

prema_raswan

@_Syrynix_ that's just horrible. nobody deserves to go through something like that. why can't some people just treat all their friends equally rather than leaving one out and not including them in anything? as someone who has gone through something similar these are the type of people that will want you to be there for them no matter what but when you ask them to do the same they don't. I'd just drop them and find some people that actually appreciate me.
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Zheltyy_23

Nyxxxxxxxxxxx!!!! 
          
          Happy belated Birthday my darling! ლ(´ ❥ `ლ)
          
          I hope you'll have a healthy and easy going year ahead. And hope that you'll experience abundance of bliss and love. Stay strong and be optimistic! Love you lots! xoxo
          ლ(◕ω◕ლ).   ( /^ω^)/♪♪
          
          I so sorry for the really late wishes, I opened my calendar today and above today's date was your bday pin and I felt so horrible for missing it by a whole ass week. Hope you can forgive me XD. I'll be on time next year XD

ScarlettBlackDaisy

Just noticed you've given my story a chance. So I'm dropping by to let you know that I truly appreciate it and hope you'll find my work worth-it. Feedback and comments are more than welcome. Once again, thank you so much for making my day better ❤️

everlovingfred

Just rn I read a book. It's a book about love and first times. Reading the book made me realize something.......that I don't wanna be in a relationship ever. The pain that the character went through was so painful that even I, as a reader can feel it. Actually I had a dream about falling inlove, and now... I think it just won't work.
          
          Today I learned that love is not just about sunshines, kisses, butterflys and I love yous, it's also about betrayal, hurt, misery, and goodbyes.
          
          Falling in love may be a delightful thing but the process of it is not easy.
          
          So the conclusion today is that, I'm afraid of being inlove. I don't want it and I don't need it. I would never want to experience it. That kind of pain.......will break me, and I can't afford that.

KYO-reads

But I'm glad I can rely on someone
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KYO-reads

@AVM_Sirinyx17 I feel the same way. That's why I'm staying single. I want to just rely on myself. If possible to my friends as well. I've noticed I lost trust in my family because of recent events in our house. I don't trust my feelings to them. Because I know they will act like it's not ok but I know deep inside they don't trust me to tell their feelings to me. It's sad and pathetic how I can only rely on my friends and teachers but not my family.
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Zheltyy_23

@AVM_Nyx17 I'm sorry for speaking ignorantly.... I didn't know. But now I hope and pray more that you get a happy, overly sweet, plain love story like my parents ❤️♥️
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