𝕂𝕠𝕜𝕚𝕔𝕙𝕚 𝕆𝕦𝕞𝕒

Me using "lol" at the end of every sentence so people don't think I'm being rude:

Anyone wanna rp saiouma?

I need angst ideas for fanfics

Anyone wanna rp saiouma?

My friend: "Don't change yourself for other people. It's not worth it because not  everyone will like you. "
          Me sitting there on the 6th personality of the day: "yeah"

To people rping with me: if you find me annoying or doing something you don't like (in or out of character), feel free to yell at me. Actually, please yell at me if I do that 

This message is to let people who rp with me know to feel free to spam me if I'm not responding 

Hopefully one day, I'll finally do whatever I need to do to be deserving of joy and have someone who cares about me and doesn't yell at me over  small things. That's wishful thinking tho

I wish I could do a single fucking thing right in my worthless fucking life

I've been being weighed down by my anxiety for a while and idk why. It just feels like if I'm not in my pillow fort and tightly snuggled up in my blanket, I'll be crushed by it