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im only human
and i crash and i break down
words in my head 
knifes in my heart
you build me up and then i fall apart
cause im only human
i can take so much
til i've had enough

ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʟᴏꜱᴛ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ
ɪ'ᴠᴇ ꜱᴘᴇɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ɴɪɢʜᴛ 
ᴄʀʏɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰʟᴏᴏʀ ᴏꜰ ᴍʏ ʙᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴏᴍ
ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ'ʀᴇ ꜱᴏ ᴜɴᴀꜰꜰᴇᴄᴛᴇᴅ 
ɪ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ɢᴇᴛ ɪᴛ 
ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ɢᴜᴇꜱꜱ ɢᴏᴏᴅ ꜰᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ

𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝙸 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚢𝚘𝚞

𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘴 𝘪'𝘮 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦
 𝘯𝘰 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶

𝙞'𝙢 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙄'𝙢 𝙗𝙡𝙚𝙚𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚

𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨?
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲'𝐬 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐮𝐩, 𝐬𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐮𝐩 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞
𝐈 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐭𝐫𝐲 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐝𝐞
𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐈'𝐝 𝐚𝐥𝐰𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞
'𝐂𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐮𝐲
𝐈 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐝𝐮𝐦𝐛 𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬
𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐭 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧
𝐍𝐨, 𝐢𝐭'𝐥𝐥 𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞
𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡, 𝐦𝐦
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲'𝐬 𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭 𝐮𝐩, 𝐨𝐡
𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐢𝐬𝐧'𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡

i'm sorry to everyone. sorry mom. sorry I couldn't be the perfect child. sorry grandparents. sorry I couldn't be the perfect grandchild. sorry friends. sorry you had to deal with me. sorry brother. sorry I couldn't be a better sister to you. sorry bullies. sorry for not being the person you wanted me to be. sorry dad. sorry I didn't meet your expectations.
sorry I was never enough for you.