I made mistakes that I should have never made. I regret them, a lot. I tear myself down because I know that I can't be any better. I don't deserve the best friends I have today, sure I love them to damn hell but I don't know how I deserve it. I'm slowly losing a really close friend that I've been chasing after almost the whole school year. I just settled in to being one of her best friends. I miss her a lot. I miss everybody, all my best friends. I'm not worth all of this but if they think I am then I at least have to try. @oliviaroseh @magsoconn @http-lexi @zoebear102