Rica <3

I wanna cry
          
          First I made a mistake that I didn't even realize I did
          Second almost everyone I know left me except kozu, yufi, xuan, and sou
          Third, my boyfriend left me and tried to get with my 2 best friends
          Fourth I got kicked out
          Fifth I failed suicide again
          Sixth I got cancelled by my favorite server from something I can't control
          
          I swear to God the only people keeping me alive are my 4 best friends

Won't be updating much, why? I'm dealing with shit and crying or sobbing in my room

Follow my tiktok account
          @evpxric1

I know I'm not the only one who used to stay up late but when it's close to 3am I go to sleep when I was a kid because I was scared of those 3am videos 

I don't have any ideas for the next chapter of my book but should I continue it? 

I fucking dont know what to do with my books

SORRY IF I UN UPLOADED MY STORIES, I NEEDED TO FINISH THEM BEFORE POSTING
          
          SORRY AGAIN