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Hey everyone! I recently got the idea for a mha au fanatic that I wanna do! Its probably gonna be Monoshindeku, if you dont know what MHA/BNHA is or you dont like the ship then you dont have to read it! 
          I'll also being updating Peacemaker's Rise, but very slowly.
          I also have an idea for a Gravityfalls fanfic but ittl be a while before I post the first chapter

Yes I sparaticly updated my profile. Do I regret it? No. Because my profile picture is Twice, and Twice is a marshmallow and I love him.

Sorry this is about to be a vent dont read if you dint want to
          
          How bad I want this year to end, I wish I didn't live in America where our stupid is so much worse- like people are literally saying, " ITS A FREE COUNTRY THIS IS INFRINGING ON OUR RIGHTS. ", NO ITS NOT ITS JUST WEARING A MASK TO KEEP OTHERS SAFE.
          I'm so fed up with this place- and according to my mom Trump is fucking everything up before he gets pulled from office?! Wtf! 
          And school grades are stressing me out and my dad is on deployment in japan because militarily, and I just can't! I know America probably has a better situation than other places but that isn't what it feels like right now, and I want to scream but I cant and I feel so suffocated..
          And because of the military I might have to move in like a few months to a few years and I dont think I'll ever be able to say bye to my friends even if I have social to contact them on. 
          And just, I've made it clear who i am now, I'm Male, I'm a Transgender Male at a very young age but this is who I am and I'm comfortable with this, but lbgtq phobic family members huh, most if my family supports me but I know of one family member I know isn't going to just by looking at things he's said in the past. 
          Like I want to cut him out but that's impossible to do when you're "a naive teen" and you know this family will tear your parents apart for cutting him away from you, and I want to see my baby cousin but he's always around her and I dont feel safe around him and I just... 
          Everything is shit and I cant wait for this year to end so I can basically scream at everyone to fuck off and this is who I am, like seriously I'm just so tired
          
          Sorry that was really long if you read that

Hey so, I've been inactive to say the least, sorry to those who are reading Peacemaker's rise and are waiting for the mysterious 2nd chapter, that probably wont happen until next year, I've been having issues with school and currently and I've been extremely stressed, and I dont think straining brain to be creative with a fanfic is going to help me. 
          
          Not to mention I've been gradually getting more and more stressed about posting on my YouTube channel which probably wont happen till next year either because of the shit happening. So uh, yeah that's happening. Sorry to everyone who thought I died, I've just been dying inside per usual.

Aaaa totally dont feel bloated and have a migraine haha, I seriously need help but I cant really get any with all the bullshit happening rn,
          
          Trying to clean my room causes me to have a breakdown now too, I'm definitely not going to be able to update Peacemaker's rise for a bit.
          
          School is a bitch ima say that now

Im slowly losing my shit over school and trying to think of what im doing with my life or if i even have one- if i stop updating Peacemaker's rise or stop commenting stupid shit on people's stories please do not assume im dead just hope that satan will come save me from my hell on earth-

Ahhahaha ever just wanna give up on everything you want to do because if school?! 
          
          
          N-no? Just me?? 
          
          
          Okay then

@SHSLDorito well I fixed it, thanks for that

@SHSLDorito holy shit I thought I had that private why the hell is that there-

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