scui'idal thoughts aside I'm very thankful for my family
most esp to my mom who sacrificed the money she must've been saving for my education, also to my gramps granny and dad who I remember will fetch me to school, treat me to snacks after school, and take care of me, tbh it was very selfish of me to think so lowly of myself but I get it...all of us got family problems we wanna run away to. Just now I sorta cried cuz I just realized the money my mom must've been saving for her ofw work must've been poured all out on me. imma be serious dis time I'll study even harder ok