So like..I'm bisexual...we knew this, but I'm panicking rn.
Like, I'm attracted to my best friend.
We flirt as a "joke," whole time, I'm serious asfk. We be sitting on each other's lap, fake kissing, touching each other booty etc.
She's literally a brown skin baddie w a fatty, she has braids, full lips, pretty eyes, amazing sense of humor and that's just the beginning.
She's genuinely so amazing, but her and one of my guy friends are talking now and they are honestly super cute.
But earlier, she made a joke and I've sorta been thinking...
She said "what if we all dated," and tbh, she seemed serious. She kinda laughed awkwardly after, but she def didn't seem like she was kidding.
My guy friend just kind of shrugged and did that thing niggas do...yk.
And like...I'm thinking...what if we did? That sounds hella scary, and kinda weird...I googled it and it's called being polyamorus (idk how to spell), but like...sex would be lit.
Idfk.
But what I do know, is that I've low-key liked her for 2 years, but I was in denial about my sexuality for another so technically it's been 3 years.
I'm def not gonna say anything to her, I jus wanted to vent...
anyways....UPDATE SOON !