misty

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you never judge me for any of my fears
          never turn your back
          always keep my body near
          all of the days that we spent apart
          my love is a planet revolving your heart 

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i can tell that you’re all i’ve ever wanted, dear
          through the din while you're breathing, while you're sleeping here
          you wake and you ask me if i'm gonna be here forever, forever, forever

in this crazy modern world of lonely men
          i will hide you in my own small apartment

the winter coldens me for i have yet to sleep
          and never will i give up trying cause you're everything to me

when i was young
          i used to sing
          i didn't care for anything
          when i was young i used to sing
          i didn't care for anything
          simply nothing to be done
          tell me i'm the only one

"thoughts are the shadows of feelings
          always darker, emptier, and simpler
          i don't care if they're fake or real
          i just thank them for showing up at all
          i have black periods. who does not?
          but they are not a part of me;
          they are not a part of illness, but a part of my being
          what am i saying?
          i have the courage to have them
          four o'clock in the morning. this sucks."

then you smile again
          but you're looking at me like there's something i'm supposed to say
          forgive me father
          but i'm falling in love and that's all i have for confession today

selam kadin