hello, exist! how are you? i just want to say that i'll continue writing my two pending stories next year. i've spent weeks thinking about posting this because i haven’t given you any updates in the past months. but i’m still writing. you might have noticed that the chapters look blank when you check them. honestly, i’ve reached that point in writing where i can’t seem to come up with anything meaningful, but because i don’t want to stop, i keep writing. i don’t want to leave you waiting.
today, i went to the doctor because i’ve had a persistent fever. my head and body always ache—i didn’t realize i’ve been lacking rest. i’ve been busy with schoolwork, and sometimes i spend too much time on social media. my eyesight is also worsening. i’ll be back next year, but i don’t have an exact date yet.
this break is to calm my mind so i can improve my writing again because, sometimes—most of the time—i feel insecure about it. i don’t want to reach the point where i'm constantly comparing myself to other authors. i haven’t spent years building what i have just to let it fall apart now.