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sorry i havent been active, ive been without a laptop since march and all the repair shops have been closed due to the pandemic. i hope with everything opening up i can get it fixed and post soon! 

i’ll update soon, however working in health sector has kept my busy especially in times like these. stay home and stay safe <3

Life really gets in the way, I really hope to update more. I'm sorry I've inactive for the past year .

I AM PISSED WHY IS REVISIONS AND DELETE PART NEXT TO EACH OTHER AND WHY DIDNT THEY ASK ARE YOU SURE BEFORE DELETING FUCK YOU @WATTPAD

I TRIED TO REVISE THE EDIT AND ENDED ACCIDENTALLY DELETING THE ENTIRE CHAPTER I GIVE UP

wtf why did Wattpad post the old version of the chapter and I’m unable to change it back

i really need to update my shit but life is really kicking my ass atm

i just got an idea for another book but i have THREE unfinished books fuck me

i havent forgotten about my stories, since ive fonished for the year ive been at an internship and i been connecting with friends i havent seen in a while, but i will update in time.
          
          be patient with me <3

Although I have a month off,  it's been really hard for me to write. Jonghyun's death has really effected me and I don't think I'll ever have closure over this death, I had already prepared my notes for my books and then I had the news and I just shut off and cried a lot. As the years have passed I've been much more interested in football David Luiz to be exact and EXO, SHINee has always been special to me as they debuted when I just started secondary school and my kpop obsessed friends forced by into listening to them and I actually grew to like them. When I think of SHINee I think of happiness, laughter and dancing to Replay, Ring Ding Dong and Lucifer in the playground at lunchtime. Jongkey are favourite members and my brain doesn't seem to believe that he's actually gone. I hope to be able to come out of slump soon. I understand the struggles he went through as I deal with anxiety and depression myself, as deluded as it sounds I still think he's alive and probably will never get over this.