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Hope you feel better.

Kim Jonghyun, to me, seemed perfect. 
          I could never find a single flaw in him, it awed me. 
          It wasn't until this morning I realized I had been very, very wrong.
          His dedication to music, talent, and personality stood out and impacted countless of people including myself. I've always loved his smile, and his voice was a phenomenon I could never do justice describing. . .
          A twitter reply:
          "Tell your idol you love them, because mine isn't here anymore."
          And, a comment on Jonghyun's most recent Instagram post:
          "Come back."
          Seeing these comments made me break down even if I had just pulled myself together. His passing sent me into such shock and disbelief I barley remember how the first half of my day went. Jonghyun, I truly hope you left this world on a good note, because if you didn't I don't know if I could forgive myself. 
          Loving brother and son, widely admired vocalist, and forever in my heart.
          Goodbye, Jonghyun. 
          (Can I plant a rose, grow it, and pretend that you're still here with me? I think I will, just to numb the pain even by a little. Thank you for all you've done. You've lived a wonderful life, please do rest in peace.)

aw thank you! im really happy that you enjoyed them xx

ahhhh i feel honored you recommended me even though my fics are poop ; - ; I'm glad you liked some of the fics ♡

ah uSERNAME CHANGE!! i was so confused for a second omg

Thank you for all the votes and comments on my fanfic even though it isn't the best  

gASP UR PROFILE PIC AROUSED ME I HATE MYSELF 

omg please keep writing stories I just love everything about your writing and I'm so glad I found your story when I first joined <3

i love you

Thanks for the votes!