Hii... don't know if anyone is actually reading this or not but I just want to share this feeling of mine with someone who is like no one to me
I have just one BEST friend whom I trust but from few months I am feeling like that friendship of years like literally we have spent 15 years together we see all together, we see each other crying over a small wround to a big heartbreak but from few months we got a new member to our gang, at first it all seams so good we three laughing at the worst jokes ever, eat together and do everything.... until I started sensing the distance I OR We have created between us like now she tell everything to her first and sometimes even forget to tell me
AND only because of this I am feeling so depressed lonely and helpless.... Due too all this I don't know when I just forgot how to genuinely smile nowadays I just fake a smile which might look ok when someone doesn't notice much but the moment someone just look at me more than 10-15 seconds i started feeling anxious and scared don't know what to do but now I think I should just stop here or just cry out so loud that I even can't handle
