I'm trying so hard to keep myself together, but
every day, every grade, every problem,
every family fight, every friend problem, every enemy,
every loss,  every pressure, every expectation,
every fear, every lie, every time,
every fake smile, every tear, every cut
every night, every nightmare, every year,
every time you look at him..
A string breaks inside me,
I'm slipping,
and I don't know if I want to
hang on anymore.