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my mom sounds mad at me 

literally nothing will make me feel better either 

i just completely feel like a failure 

@eyeguts absolutely not. you’re good, you aren’t doing anything wrong 

@yourcumrag am I doing something wrong to make you not feel like yourself or anything? Please just let me know.

@yourcumrag sweetheart I know you want to go but you can’t leave me and all of your friends. Please. I know it’s hard but you’ve been doing so so good )))): last night was fun right? If you leave, we won’t have anymore fun. Hell we could have even more fun than last night. I really really enjoyed last night. Please just don’t leave. We gotta still meet. We have to kiss and hold each other still. You can’t leave baby.

i just wanna feel pain. like nothing can stop me at this point 

like i’m super grateful but i really don’t care about what happens to me 

but if i do it, it’ll make you sad and if i tell you i wanna do it you’ll try your hardest to talk me out of it 

the worst thing is it’s probably my fault asfffffff

i feel like i’m in a constant pain now and i’m tired of it 

haha
            i wanna end it 

i literally love you so much ofndhdjsjsjs

mkayyyy 

thank youuuuu rommyyyy

LMAO 

LMAO mkayyy i’ll do that then 

i’ll just smear my cum all over your face 

well you can be :) 

sometime soon at least

i will baby 

i want to i just always forget 

i will be jfk for halloween 

PLEASEI. HAVE A COUNTRY SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD 

period period 

i’m not a heaLTH eXPeRT but i feel like those things could maybe improve the way you feel. like i said, not health expert though- 

yeah it’s hard to find motivation but just try to eat more than you do now. don’t eat in one big sitting, that’s why you possibly end up with stomachaches sometimes, instead eat kinda small/medium sized things at least twice a day. maybe even just have a single snack as well. eat slowly and remember to drink water during or after a meal. you don’t have to listen to me of course, i’m just giving you something you could possibly do. 

also eating more and drinking more water can kinda help stabilize that. they’ll give you more energy which will make you feel less tired throughout the day. you’ll be able to do more without crumbling.