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I overdosed so now I'm in the hospital

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE HAVING A NICE DATEEEE....I just saw obsession
          love it HATE BEAR HE RUINED NIKKIS LIFEEE

after August 15th I wont be online I wont be anywhere I'll be gone and finally done with this madness family  here was my original plan and thoughts i don't know what to say guys I'm working on myself but everything isn't working out I'm going to purto Rico then Jamaica I'm not coming back from Jamaica I'll stay with family but I have enough money to stay there I don't want to come back they wont find me there I'll live live with coconuts and sunshine and yet this is how I'll spend my ghost life pretend I'm on a very long vacation I'll be happy I've relapsed my moms boyfriend is creepy I have a feeling he'll try something my dads back to being a drunk maybe I'll drown myself in the pool maybe that rifle will be used the pills didn't work I miss my ex so instead I'll list things I don't miss about her
          
          i don't miss her ranting on about her exs
          i don't miss some of the music I listened to for her
          i don't miss her not kissing me properly
          i don't miss the boredom she didn't bore me but the dates were 
          i don't miss crying over her
          i don't miss getting beat up for her
          i don't miss the anger I felt 
          i don't miss her
          i don't miss her
          i don't miss her    
          now  here's some things I don't miss about my other ex's
          una  I don't miss her not talking to me I don't miss the ghosting for days I regret not being open she thought I wasn't freaky enough for her but that's simply not true I just asumed she wasn't...we met on wattpad 
          ren. I don't know how to explain her she was 3 years older and perfect I really did love her it was her sister and mom that broke us apart funny how 2 relationships ended because of family
          
          those 2 were online relationships let me tell you about my most recent there was a girl before poppy her name is nana 3 years older super sweet amazing friend I havehad a small crush we are friends with a few benifets hehe I'm not sure how to feel she probably doesn't like me and we're online friends anyways I'll check back in before most likely August 14th

I get sadder and sadder everytime I open TikTok I just saw a video of pride this man was trying to spread God (no issue with God I keep my religions to myself for personal reasons) the people asked him to leave then 2 people started following him around kinda like security to make sure no one got hurt anyway he got into a alltercation with a woman she hit him he was being annoying the other guy pretended not to see anything so the man begins running since this other guy is following him he runs and cant catch up so stops someone else joins and the man says he's making the gays excersice basically being a dick anyway I open the comments and I see one that stands out...I cant deal with THESE PEOPLE ,these people are filled with DEMONS and are going straight to the devil they all believe in same with those rioters in the 60s asking for womens rights and black rights when are people going to realize that rich white Christian men are supireor to everyone else I mean I am a proud Republican and I am white which means I'm closest to God then them filthy gays and "negros" will ever be. ... I'm disappointed I assume you know this man did not say negros but a harsher word as a proud black/Jamaican "lesbian " woman in the USA it is hard enough we don't need people like this in our world I will say it was wrong of the woman to hit the man out of emotion but still can we control how we were made no so please stop this madness

YALLLLL I JUST RE WATCHED STRAW OMGAWDDD TEYANA TAYLOR IS SO FINEEEE BRO WHEN I WAS LIKE 7 I LISTEND TO GONNA LOVE ME BY TEYANA EVERYDAY I KNOW THE LYRICS LIKE THE BACK OF MY HAND BRO I NEED TO FUCK THAT SONG VIOLENTLY ...and her next ...I'm addicted

welp I guess I messaged you too much its not working anymore @CapybaraLover078

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chapter out now

iran please don't listen to TikTok WE are scared don't bomb us just get trump we didn't do anything I did NOT vote for that orange Cheeto puff fat sun burnt ball