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hey bestie !! idk if you’ve realised but hr pfp isn’t renjun if that’s who you think it is… it’s another idol not injun i can’t quite remember which idol but it’s not renjun if that’s what u think hah

this is kinda old news but its p amazing (from my pov) but i started testosterone :)
          its pretty cool the changes that are already happening! im getting my second dose next week so wish me luck haha!!
          as for the books - this is wattpad afterall - im kinda not writing? i have chapters saved and updated foe published and unpublished works but i just dont think ill really be posting much anymore (sorry). feel free to unfollow or do whatever it is you want to!

so i just unpublished thinking bout you (my renmin story) cuz i thought it was: 1. bad 2. bad 3. not needed anymore
          
          anyways lol, plannin to possibly release a new chap of 12 o clock sometime if i can get it all edited and stuffs
          
          n e ways, love you so so much and have a great rest of your day or night :D

lolol don't even post my stories anymore and i doubt anyone will see this but meh
          
          i'm getting a binder really soon :D
          after much convincing towards my mom and my dad aciddentally finding out my whole ~transness~ i have been granted the wisdom from my doc, p much telling my mom i should wear a binder if i wanna so yuh :D
          
          just some dum news from me haha, have a great day/night!

i know no one will see this however i just don't have anyone i can talk to about it
          
          i think i might be trans? ive been experiencing gender envy and dysphoria for a while and been questioning for a while. i know for a fact i'm omni but my gender has been something i've been in confusion abt, just now recently telling my friends to call me by they/them pronouns since they make me comfier than she/her but like idk. i'm just really really nervous and i don't know what to do or who to talk to. anyways, sorry for the rant, have a nice day/night :]

 i'm working /been working on a book, i'm taking it slow and taking it slow so it progresses naturally and isn't as cringy as my other book (119 i'm looking at you)
          
          anyways, have a nice day/night!! love you so so much 

just changed my name from chunghasleftfoot to caramel renjun, i needed to change my name because some of my friends started to find my acc
          have a nice night/day :D

so like, im back... how are y'all?? ALSO THE MAMA STAGES AJKDASKHJSDJKSA DID YOU GUYS SEE NCTS FROM HOME STAGE????? LIKE RENJUN AJDKHAHKASKS BUT WHY WERE CHENLE AND RENJUN SO LEFT OUT FOR SOLO SHOTS >:( WE GET KUN IS BEAUTIFUL BUT  R E N J U N

I’m not ready for NCT 2020 and Loona’s comeback like what- MY FREAKING BIAS GROUPS ON THE SAME DAY HELP ME PLEASE AKDHSIDBSBSJ

Do you guys ever just realize how shit the world is like damn- I got into a fight with my mom and she said some things that hurt :/ I’m not feeling amazing personally, but I hope you guys are doing well! Sleep well or have a good day depending on where you live!!