When your a little mad at your friends but your incredibly bored so your trying to get them to do things with you but one won't without the other (which is fine because thats the one your particularly mad at) and the other is doing something else-
That moment when you could've had a really awesome name but then your parents decide to name you after your older siblings imaginary friend....
I have 'amazing' parents...
The amount of realizations I make about things and my self late at night while talking to myself is huge.
Like I know so many new things about myself I didn't know before?????
Why can my night time self be so smart and actually functional while my day time self is an idiot???
What is this sorcery?????
Imadeamistakeimadeamistakeimadeamistakeimadeamistakeimadeamis-
I deeply regret my decisions
Curse me and my ability to not say no
I need the 27th to not come
I am going to be in so much pain
Emotional, mental and physical
Why do i say i can play instruments why why why
Anyways how was y'all's day???
At this point I've given up trying to maintain healthy family relationships. It feels like no one else is trying so why should I? Why should I have to be the one to adjust my entire life style for them? They don't so why should I. Am I just being mean? Please tell me if I am. I'll stop if I am. I'm just so done. Sorry
(To my friends on here I am going to be taking a break from everything so don't expect replys, sorry!!)
@ezzeypeezy you're good, I think you should talk to them, if they seem distant, maybe they themselves might be going through something? Just some food for thoughts. (Also, it's weird giving advice, like ME??) Love ya<3