faazilaraiza

Beary says Hiii. So I might move Bloody Petals to Ao3. It's still incomplete but I think it's better with and empty ending than with Jisung N Minho getting together. I'm really sorry for suddenly being so inactive. I just can't seem to write anymore and it's so strenuous it makes me miserable that I'm ina state where I cannot do something I truly love doing. 
          	
          	Also wattpad cleared my chats so I can't find my friends. Please do say hi if y'all are still around. 
          	
          	Bye bye 

EvalovesEXOandNCT

@faazilaraiza hey... How are you ... Have seen you many many days later ...
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faazilaraiza

Beary says Hiii. So I might move Bloody Petals to Ao3. It's still incomplete but I think it's better with and empty ending than with Jisung N Minho getting together. I'm really sorry for suddenly being so inactive. I just can't seem to write anymore and it's so strenuous it makes me miserable that I'm ina state where I cannot do something I truly love doing. 
          
          Also wattpad cleared my chats so I can't find my friends. Please do say hi if y'all are still around. 
          
          Bye bye 

EvalovesEXOandNCT

@faazilaraiza hey... How are you ... Have seen you many many days later ...
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faazilaraiza

Beary says hi. I don't know if my Pubears are still here with me but I shifted to Ao3 for Minsung and SKz fiction. I don't know if I will continue Markhyuck stories after the happenings of NCT. It's gave me great grief and yeah. I haven't stopped standing them but I'm no longer an active stanner. I'll be moving some of my Minsung fiction to Ao3 whilst the other stories remain here. I really hope no one would steal them or start to claim them as their. 
          
          Very importantly I do not allow translations. It makes me uncomfortable. I'm sorry. 
          
          I'm fairybeary on Ao3 if anyone would like to say hi. 
          
          Don't hate Beary but she just has very limited space in her mind now can tries to accommodate all her ideas. I still love Markhyuck though. Maybe someday I'd write something but please don't guilt trip me or force me. 
          
          I love all my Pubears btw N I miss you. 

lyttluneab

I just came back here after a long time since I couldn't get to and I just read about this :( thank you so much for existing honestly, I really enjoyed your books! Take care <3!!
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JaeYongLee828

@faazilaraiza so sad :(( but i respect it take your time
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faazilaraiza

Beary says Hi!!! Sorry that I'm not here alot anymore but I bounce in to shout out this MinChan (SKZ) fiction Bearys friend wrote!! Please show her love and make her feel comfortable in here!
          
          Love Beary. Sorry again Pubears I just can't seem to write NCT related ficts after all the happenings. Members leaving and all that drama. It took a toll on me. I need time. Okayy now ima go disappear once again ehe
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/354501514

lemoncroissant97

Awww Thankyou baby boo
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faazilaraiza

Should I leave Wattpad and start over in Ao3?

neosbitchh

It's up to you honey! But I'd prefer Wattpad over AO3
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kissrei

@faazilaraiza it’s up to you beary!! i’ll use ao3 for you :3
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faazilaraiza

Hii. Thank you for the birthday wishes hehe sorry Beary took so long to return. My headspace is very bad. I'm sorry that I can't as I used to write. I've have not energy whatsoever. I'm trying. But I'm not getting anywhere. I try writing snippets but I'm not sure how to share them with you guys. I got a tiny bit of an idea for Sold To a Gangster book. So I'll try to update that. I need to reread my own book. Haha. I'm honestly sorry but this writers block won't leave. It's agonizing for me because I write everyday and it just adding up to how awful I've been feeling. 
          
          Love, 
          Beary B