So Everyone who is struggling with suicidal thoughts you need to go get some help. Talk to some people, ask for help. Suicide is not the answer!!!! I tried to commit suicide last wednesday and I got very ill. I had to be hospitalized. Guys suicide is not worth it. I knows its not easy.. Its hard, thats why you need to ask for help you are not alone!!!!! LOVE YOU!!! Talk to me... IM HERE!!!