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Hey everyone. So I came back from chicago because I saw TXT this past Saturday Lollapalooza It was so amazing. And I have a one shot that I’m probably gonna do for TXT because I literally had a dream about it Saturday night after I saw them live. And I don’t know when I will do it unfortunately.
My lease ends on August 20 so I am going to have to get everything out of here last minute because my sister decided that she’s leaving when I had confronted her about some thing and clearly she doesn’t know how to deal with pressure and avoids a lot of shit and has really bad anger issues and all this other crap. I don’t have of everything I have a job to go to and a dog to worry about and I also have no idea where I’m going. I didn’t cry the entire time in Chicago, but I have been crying this entire week because of all the stress that I’ve been feeling about this Living situation. I’m either going to be homeless and living in my car, or my friend that I had a fall out with this past May, will come through for me. We had a slight fall out, and he told me he didn’t want me to talk to him anymore, but I hit him up this past Thursday and he decided to answer Saturday morning, and I thought that he wouldn’t. So maybe he might have a slight change of heart by letting me move in with him because that was gonna be the original plan. And I feel so selfish for telling him that he staying there for one year is not enough time. I’m literally such a fucking idiot. And it’s either that or in myself, so I don’t really know what the hell I’m gonna do.