fahteematu

First part of my story is up. And I uploaded it 12:00 am. I didn't even know. Lord have mercy

fahteematu

My notifications are filled with depressed high school students. Here's something positive, all you need to do I make it out of high school alive. It gets easier after. ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

fahteematu

Me, giving into the urge to drink yoghurt: worth it
          Me rn, suffering: toTaLlY nOT WorTh iT

menamemoh

That's hard dude. I don't wanna be intolerant anything. 
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fahteematu

@menamemoh yes and i am weak weak weak for yoghurt
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menamemoh

@fahteematu you lactose intolerant? 
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fahteematu

If you see this, can you please leave a nice random fact about your day? It's been one of those days, or week, or month, actually :(

menamemoh

@fahteematu was passing by
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fahteematu

@menamemoh and you were there
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menamemoh

@fahteematu there was a huuuuuuuuge as fire at central market today!! I legit thought it gone rain
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fahteematu

So I've seen a lot of people writing about their 2020 experience. I'm not writing about my experience, maybe a discovery, let me take you a few years back. On 2016, I was worrying about my University application, I wasn't sure what course I wanted to fill in. I talked to my dad about it and told him that I would love to go into therapy. There was this peace and satisfaction in knowing that my friends choose me to help them out in their struggles, and the content I get when we work together to get a solution for them is incomparable. He told me therapy is good, but it's not ideal. So my dream was kept aside. 
          
          I did my exams 2017 and got into botany in my uni. But apparently it's not a course you can show off to people so my parents made me change my course and university after a whole year of studying botany. I was devastated, to keep it short. I struggled a lot, my uni was far from home, I was alone, I was depressed but I had to keep my grades above average to stay in the medical faculty. I cried before and after lectures, I cried when reading, I cried before tests, I couldn't pick my pen, I couldn't read my books, I slept my days away, I was exhausted, I was tired. Barely got descent grades, got lucky during my presentation, it was hell.
          
          

fahteematu

@saifqadeer nooooo please summerize.·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.
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fahteematu

@saifqadeer ♡♡♡♡♡♡ 
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saifqadeer

@fahteematu I wrote something long and it got deleted. I'm furious and i am so lazy to type it again
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fahteematu

Someone's✨gonna✨fail✨ this ✨ semester ✨

saifqadeer

Ikr :)
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saifqadeer

@fahteematu hey *faith what's happening to me
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fahteematu

@fahteematu you're supposed to have faith in me in everything, soulmate duties•́  ‿ ,•̀
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