@faintllre
to have you in my arms once more,
would heal me in ways I can't explain.
- my love in poetry.
I dont want to let you go...you are my bestfriend and everything in 1 but you make it so hard. Knowing that you'll never come back for me...
- her;
| she makes me so nervous. i try to be confident, to give her the world, but i fear failure. she never makes me feel less, she accepts me for who i am and all that i have done. i have never felt so much love and adoration. i know she is too good for me, she is the epitome of perfection. but she is mine, and i am hers, and i will do everything in my power to keep it that way.
leaves a flower here <3
j's lullaby (darling I wait for you) - Delaney Bailey <3 this song really makes me think of you ):
It did make smile, knowing I found
someone I can be myself around, without
having to be embarrassed for who I am.
He adored my steps, and adored my
enjoyment. He gives these eyes of care,
and pureness, so kind and understanding.
I was confused, really- I never knew how
I can meet someone who is just like me.
He reminds me of my favorite flower...
" Care free wonder roses" His hugs were
so warm it felt so safe, to once hold such
a sweet persona. In my mind I thought he
was not real. That he was just a persona
I created in my mind to keep my company,
but somehow when I heard him speak. It
was music to my ears. I can just sigh in
bliss, hearing him for days on end. It
made no sense why I feel so much for
someone I never expected to feel the
same for, but here we are. Feeling your
gentle touch on my skin felt so beautiful.
As if the heavens above shined their light
on earth grounds. It was strange when our
lips touched for the first time. I felt my
heart racing as if never beated before. I
was in pain before thinking that this so
thing called "love and happiness" was
evil or cruel, but it was different. This time
it felt beautiful and warm. Now here I am,
enjoying every second that you're here
with me, knowing I am the lucky one to
call you mine, to cherish and adore each
day until my last breath. To my Ilias Lee...
Thank you for being my person.
hello bean stalk <3