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a part of me wants to give whoever is out there still reading open arms for wtv cute ass reason some more chapters
          
          but another part of me feels like it’s truly the end of an era and i’m doing a disservice to myself by not letting go. cus obvi i can’t keep debating back and forth forever since one day i’m going to depart fr
           #stuckinthemiddle

the finished version of mistakes chap 5 published 

wanna write a jobe fic so bad

JUDE HAS A GF???!

hey…

bro i’m gonna scream. i just lost all my drafts for future chapters

um WTF??? guys i never posted chapter 5 that’s must’ve been a glitch or smthn. u could clearly tell it wasn’t done i’m so confused. 

so…. i might be writing chapter 5 rn 

hey….
          
          yall prolly given up on me lmaooo. i be re reading my book every once in a while and be like damn i tore this jawn uppp. and then i be wanting to write a chapter baddd but ion know. the motivation to write on here don’t hit like it used to. also lowkey think im growing out of footballer fics or mayb writing fanfiction in general if im being honest. 
          js glad i was able to help start the wave of alejandro balde recognition.
          
          so yea
          
          i don’t rlly think i can put a label on this. cs i’m fs not leaving but i’m not rlly staying either. and i haven’t been socially active on here since last year anyways, so that hasn’t changed. 
          
          i’m not gonna say goodbye cs that’s not what this is. but idk that “i’ll be back.” it’s fr just open ended
          
          if yall ever wanna ttm tho, hit my line, say sm here, do wtv ill prolly get back to you.

tell me why i just read chapter 5 and that shit was corny as fuck. i quit