Keïa Iliana🤍🧚🏽‍♀️

@ogmaterialgworl check your DM, love!! 

 wattpad recs pleasee <3

@ogmaterialgworl do you want wattpad recs? or real books??

@fairyypixie stay strong love. we’re always here for you my dms are open too okay. ily stay safe and make sure you eat and drink water. take care love ly <33

@fairyypixie you made me cry with your reply cause i can relate so much :’( how you feel is how i’ve been feeling for the past year. my ex used me and hurt me but i can’t hate him. i don’t love him anymore and i don’t know if i ever loved him truly or just convinced myself i did cause i felt special with him. i try to hate him but i just can’t hate no matter how much i think about everything he did. very soon you WILL BE in a much better place but it takes time. take all the time you need to heal. put yourself first from now on. learn to love yourself again. i miss myself from before i met him just like you and one day we’ll be that girl again. you’ll come out stronger than ever. right now you might feel like a crumpled piece of paper or like you’re frozen time but you will get thru this hun. take all the time you need <3

@enchanted_dreams omggg :’(( I’m sure he can’t hurt me more than he did… It’s still my dream, but right now I have to stay here. I can’t keep moving to countries while I still don’t have a diploma since it will be a waste of time. Is it wrong of me to not hate him? I don’t hate him. I’ll admit that I’m trying to hate so bad but I can’t. I can’t do it. And it’s not because there is a part of me that still love him, but I just can’t hate him. People say that it’s a good thing, but somehow I want to hate him. Even when he knows I only live 4h away from him. He still blames me. I crossed the freaking ocean for him. I moved to a new continent just for him. How the hell can he think I’m going to move to the same city as him? He hurt me. I gave up everything for him… I feel like I wasted so much time, energy and love, you know? Tbh I’m just drained–mentally and physically. I just want to be over with him. I’m ready to be awesome again. I’m ready to be a better version of the gurl I used to be. I miss me. I miss myself so much and I can’t let him take that away from me, too. It took me almost 4 years, but I chose myself over him. Thank you so much for your wishes and I also hope everything is over soon cuz I’m ready to close this chapter of my life. Much love to you, too <33 i  appreciate it a lot. 

oh i didnt see this.. BUT RLY NICE!

I got the pro in black and gold!! I always get two cuz in a year I tend to lose or break more phones than you can even imagine lol

GSJSBSH LMAO OKAY

@sierrajulia yeah, it’s either black or silver. but going to decide tomorrow since I’m going to the apple store. who knows? being an indecisive bītch i can see myself walking out empty-handed 

i mean only if u want <3

I had a great experience reading your books. You’re truly talented and I couldn’t be happier to have find you! <33