These last couple of months have been very hard to deal and cope with I have been thinking about my grandpa a lot because he has stage 4 prostate cancer and has stopped talking to us and knowing that he could die any day now really affects me and I made memories with a very smart, helpful, supportive, funny, caring but for a year and about a year and a half and it was the best time of my life where I was truly happy and confident but no all of that has been taken away from me because a few weeks ago we broke up and it has been hard trying to juggle and cope with everything. I'm tired and I'm ending it... Everything. I'm tired of being hurt and let down by the people I love and seeing them suffer. So that's it I guess goodbye oh and by the way STAY STRONG AND BE HAPPY! Love you all and thanks for the support you have given me I appreciate it. Thank you to each and everyone of you. Hope you have a good life, stay string, be happy and be the best version of you that you can be. LOVE YOU ALL! GOODBYE.