Happy Birthday HAZZY! I will not go into how much I love you because that's not my thing and I'm sure there's NO chance you're ever going to read this but, I do.
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if your an awesome writer but you don't know what to write about or you just don't have any ideas or inspiration, I can't help but to urge you to check out @annabeljj book called 'story ideas'. she has really great ideas and I think you'd like them!!!