fallen-spector

Hello

Please with respect write more chapters of ‘obi-wan x reader’ 

It's kind of sad when things fall apart. I shouldn't still be upset over all of it but I am. 

10/30/19
          a wednesday.
          i'm going to cut the bs today. my parents have spiraled into emotional abuse and i guess it's good that it's not worse but i can't stand all the arguing and screaming. i've lost all passion to do anything at all in my life, i even struggle to do the most basic things. I can't live like this, want to get out of this town.  
          
          i wonder if i'll ever make it to our europe tour next year.
          
          the night is starting to swallow my last flame of hope.
          I'm begging for help.
          someone please at least stay to hear me drown.

10/16/19
          a wednesday.
          you know that feeling when you're out in nature at 5 or 6am and everything is still quietand the air still smells like nighttime and its fresh so you shiver a bit but then slowly the first few rays of sun peak over the earth and everything is bathed in foggy, golden light and you just stand there watching the earth awaken... its so soothing.

10/15/19 
          a tuesday.
          i want to be good. and do good. and be nice to people. and make people happy. and have good and healthy relationships with people. i want to learn to let go and i want to understand other people. i want to be loved and adored and i want to love and adore. i want to grow.