I feel so... I don't exactly know how to describe it but it hurts... hurts so bad.. I think i'll go crazy mentally. . . but I believe it'll be over soon.. I'll make it! Alone, By Myself... I lose those that are supposed to mean everything to me. Why... why do I always mess up so bad that I leave myself scarred... always the one being left behind... after all, all I asked was time but I guess it was too much to ask.
P.S. if you are reading this now, don't bother.. i'm just babbling sh!t.. I'm not worth listening :) Don't waste your time on this stupid post, okay :)