Good evening, I just want to announce that all my followers please follow @devilene2008 she would continue all the stories.
          
          Regards.
          Shreya

@devilene2008 will continue the Idols mafia soulmate ff. Pls check out her account for further continuation of the story.

Hi !! I am arpita cousin sis of your author. I will be using this account as the author is dead. I hope we can be friends.

The owner of this account is dead. 
          
          RIP heer. This account would be deleted and about unfinished stories Idk.

Hi. I just want to say that the owner of this account is in coma soo pls don't message her. I am her friend informing this to you. Only a few pms would be answered.

https://youtu.be/5fbnF551GW0  

I don't know how I feel I hate emotions 
          
          
          I see your monsters
          I see your pain
          Tell me your problems
          I'll chase them away
          
          I'll be your lighthouse
          I'll make it okay
          When I see your monsters
          I'll stand there so brave
          And chase them all away
          
          A cup of coffee still steaming
          Staring back at me, it's blacker than the night
          Ay, I'm awake but still sleeping
          I keep telling myself I'll be alright (I won't)
          
          And I know it can't get worse than today
          Sitting here and she's trying to rehearse what to say
          See, she's in the bathroom hoping I'm not in earshot
          While she's getting used
          
          To the sound of a teardrop, splash it hits the tile
          And I know it's been a while since you seen me
          Smile and laugh like I used to
          I've been in denial since it happened
          
          Just take me to the past
          'Cause I just can't imagine losing you (too)
          I can't explain this so I'll keep it all inside
          Wear my pain, but it's masked by my pride
          
          She came to hold me and she cried
          Told me this as she stared into my eyes, said
          
          I see your monsters
          I see your pain
          Tell me your problems
          I'll chase them away
          
          I'll be your lighthouse
          I'll make it okay
          When I see your monsters
          I'll stand there so brave
          And chase them all away
          
          I can't, you won't like what you see
          If you were in my head and had to hear my pleas
          It's like I can't believe this is happening to me
          And could someone please
          
          Shut this fucking answering machine
          So I can start leaving these messages
          That you will never get
          And all these cries for help
          
          You'll never see and never check
          But I guess it's easy for you to leave me
          But believe me
          See this isn't something that Ima just forget
          
          I would trade it all for one more minute
          Don't you see I really need you to talk to
          I'm still sitting here wondering who did it
          While I'm staring out our front door
          
          Knowing you'll never walk through
          Said you'd come right back
          And now you're gone like that
          A blank stare as I stand so alone
          And know you're never coming home (damn)
          
          
          
          

https://youtu.be/aXxMhSPrx7Q duality king park jimin 

I know a few people relate to these lyrics but the later lyrics are my message to those who Relate
          
          She just wants to be, beautiful
          She goes, unnoticed she knows, no limits
          She craves, attention she praises, an image
          She prays to be, sculpted by the sculptor
          
          Oh, she don't see, the light that's shining
          Deeper than the eyes can find it
          Maybe we have made her blind
          So she tries to cover up her pain
          And cut her woes away
          'Cause covergirls don't cry
          After their face is made
          
          But there's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark
          You should know you're beautiful just the way you are
          And you don't have to change a thing
          The world could change its heart
          No scars to your beautiful
          We're stars and we're beautiful
          
          Oh-oh-oh-oh
          Oh-oh-oh-oh
          
          And you don't have to change a thing
          The world could change its heart
          No scars to your beautiful
          We're stars and we're beautiful
          
          She has dreams to be an envy, so she's starving
          You know, covergirls eat nothing
          She says, beauty is pain and there's beauty in everything
          What's a little bit of hunger?
          I could go a little while longer, she fades away
          
          She don't see her perfect
          She don't understand she's worth it
          Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface
          Oh-oh, oh-oh
          So to all the girls that's hurting
          Let me be your mirror
          Help you see a little bit clearer
          The light that shines within
          
          

In every hour a student in India dies. Sad reality of India. Not soo proud of this fact of India.