jeanne❤

Merry Christmas y‘all 
          
          Holidays finally started 
          
          Let 2019 end wonderful 

Just missin' your lips on mine..

Summer holidays.
          They finally started and I'm really happy.
          Just going out of the country, away from home.
          Get a clear mind and become absolutely happy, as always.
          Hope, that the next 6 week will turn into the best.
          

And I think you're perfect for me

Lost in the thoughts about you

Laying here in the bed and smiling because of your messages, feels like heaven.

Holidays..
          I've seen you. Your family, so wonderful. I was so happy to see them. Now you're at home. 
          How long till we will see us again? Next year? In 2, 3 or 4 years. 
          I was happy the last days. 
          Was happy to see you, was happy when you look at me, was happy when your dad spoke with me and your mum laugh with me.
          Now I'm sitting here, think about you.
          I think this week would be interesting for you. A world cup with all this guys, it would be cool to be there with you. But this won't happen this year.
          I wanna write you..
          But what? 
          I don't know what.
          And I don't know what you think about me.
          So, I don't wanna do the wrong thing.
          I just want you and your family.
          Here.
          Making me smile.
          Laughing with me.
          Just have a great time.
          But maybe next year.
          And maybe in 4.
          I don't know, you don't know, we don't know.
          

You're so beautiful.
          Your eyes, your smile.
          The way you make me laugh is wonderful.
          Your there for me, every time.
          And that's the point which I love.
          Look, I know how much you miss her.
          And that's ok.
          Cause you lost her..
          And I want to take all the pain from your heart.
          Cause I know how much it hurts.
          I wanna be there for u, like you've been there for me.
          And I wanna tell u how much i need u.
          And that you're so fucking important for me.
          Thanks for everything.
          I love u.

Und glaub mir wenn ich sage, dass es mir leid tut..

Happy for you
          Know that I am, even if I
          Can't understand, I'll take the pain
          Give me the truth, me and my heart
          We'll make it through
          If happy is her, I'm happy for you
          
          ~Stone Cold - Demi Lovato 
          
          Hope that this never happen again..