Ronnie & Michael, my kings                               

music is my f*cking xscape

go ahead and break me, but I will break you twice.

let me save you one more time 

fuck it.

Bill, my spirit animal 

Don't be sad about the things you've lost, be thankful for the beautiful memories.

Sometimes the hardest decisions are the ones that make you the happiest.

I'm not sick, I'm insane. Beautifully insane.


It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

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Against love
 Against the fight
 Against the sun
 Against the night
 Against the rules
 Against the force
 Against the wall
 Against it all

 I'm humanoid 
 I'm humanoid

 Gimme life
 Gimme air
 My heart beats on
 But I don't care
 I hunt my shadow
 But it's too fast
 Gimme more, gimme more
 Can't get enough

 I'm humanoid
 Oh, I'm humanoid
 Oh, I'm humanoid
 Fade to black
 I'm humanoid
 Won't you come back

 Take me away
 Release the pain
 I caught myself in
 Too many worlds
 Position unknown
 Loneliness hurts
 Hold me
 I'm drowning
 Hold me

 I'm done with systems
 I'm done with reasons
 I'm done with questions
 I'm done with healing
 Done with bleeding
 I'm done

 I'm humanoid
 Oh, I'm humanoid, oh
 Fade to black
 I'm humanoid
 Won't you come back

 Take me away
 Release the pain
 Don't wanna be the same tomorrow

 I caught myself in
 Too many worlds
 Position unknown
 Loneliness hurts
 Hold me
 I'm drowning
 Hold me

 Gimme something 
 I can feel and show me something
 I can see
 Hold me
 I'm drownin'
 Hold me

 Against love
 Against the fight
 Against the wall
 Against it all