falling_bridges

Need to find this later and saving isn't working for me rn. Don't mind this. Fueling my negative emotions is all 
          	
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/179938784

falling_bridges

I'm not dead I promise.  I might continue my stories but I've also been writing some different stuff. I don't want to give up on Green cheerleader fic but I am definately going to rewrite it :)

falling_bridges

@_hiraethwrites_ OH WAIT NEVERMIND IM SORRY I DIDNT RECOGNIZE YOU!! HIII
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JustANerd777

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falling_bridges

I have a problem with X readers. Like, I love to read them and i want to write them because I know they get a lot of views and such, but I always end up putting an occasional in it because I know the character and j can do what I want with it. A lot of people when they write X readers, they develop a character and just put (y/n), (h/c), (e/c), etc. They aren't really making an X reader because that doesn't make it seem like you are in it. It's like they made half an occasional and want you to put in the rest. Which is why I normally just stick to OCS and such. But, if anyone wants me to do an X reader of something, or a one shot book, I'll give it a shot. I'm ope. To new things all the time. :)

falling_bridges

this message may be offensive
TRIGGER WARNING!!! (Depression, self harm, suicidal thoughts)
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          I'm not okay. I'm really not fucking okay. I cut again and it's been months. I've been holding back from doing so since I got with my boyfriend since he makes me happy to the point where I forget I was even diagnosed with depression in the first place. But I cut again, on my thigh and all I can think about it how much I don't deserve this world and it deserves so much more than me. How I'm failure to everyone around me and it would be better if I just left this place. My parents would have one less mistake to worry about and Julyo would have less to worry about as well. I'm stupid thinking this and my leg hurts like hell. I'm not okay at all. 
          
          I just needed to get that out. Thank you.

JustANerd777

@gayemotrash128 anytime love. take care of yourself until next time, alright?
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falling_bridges

@Breaking0fDawn I know people care and I have no intention of Killin myself. I know people care about me, just those thoughts come and go like the wind. I'm doing better today. Thank you
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falling_bridges

@patdpotato  thank you so much. I'm glad someone I barely know cares. :)
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