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Honestly I feel bad about not saying this sooner, but I’ve been trying to understand the wrong in this world. 
          
          I would like to say if you are protesting please try your best to stay safe. Wear masks and gloves and get your point across. 
          
          Racism prejudice, racist people and racism all together needs to f*cking stop. 
          
          We are all human, we all bleed the colour red and we should all be treated equally. 
          
          And I agree with the fact that no live matters until black lives matters and that is what I’m living by until everyone gets treated equally and if I have to live like that til I die then that’s a risk I am willing to take. 
          
          As always my messages are open to anyone. 
          
          Spread positivity and pray for peace guys please. 

So, I wanted to address my thoughts on everything that is happening right now. 
          I would off the back like to say Rest in Peace to George Floyd. 
          I am disgusted with what I am seeing on social media, it is f*cked. 
          How can people try and justify a police officer digging his knee into a persons neck. 
          And of course he was been resistant. At the end of the day we are all human, but yet black people don’t get treated like it, it’s pathetic and honestly disturbing.
          
          I want to address I don’t want any racism (to any ethnicity), sexism or homophobia on this page. 
          
          I saw something saying ‘All ethnicity in the uk are treated the same’ 
          I agree that it may be worse in other countries like America, but do not say it doesn’t exist. My boyfriend is black and he’s been searched for ‘fitting a description of illegal substances of weapons’ 27 times since New Year’s Eve. 
          
          I get racially slurred walking to my own house, how can we say it doesn’t exist in uk. 
          
          Racism has gone on for hundreds of years, and yet we are in 2020 and people are still getting judged by the colour of their skin. Racism should’ve never been a thing in the first place. 
          
          Everyone in this live has done things that we don’t think was right or we regret. Please do not think you are better than someone. Speak out, and if you believe you are superior to someone else then actually f*ck off. Everyone is equal and it’s vexing me that people don’t think that. 
          

Hey everyone 
          I would like to just apologise for my inconsistency in uploading
          I have chapters written that are in the process of being edited and I will have uploaded them by the 23rd which is next Saturday
          Again I’m sorry for the inconsistency, you all are amazing and show so much love and support
          I’ll get back on track I promise!!!
          My baby’s going through a terrible two stage and it’s way too earlier, growing up way too fast I just want my 1 month old back again 
          
          Remember I’m always here if anyone needs to talk, all you have to do is message me, I’m here to help 
          
          My books contains the things it does from personal experiences and encounters in my life, I’m not encouraging it but I think it helps to talk and read about things that your thinking about doing/are going through/or trying to help someone through 
          
          I love you all so much and will be forever thankful for the support giving even with the inconsistency in uploads
          
          Goodnight and god bless you all, I wish you all nothing but safety and happiness 

I hope you are all staying safe during this pandemic. I know it’s hard to stick to the quarantine rules and hard to stay away from family and friends for this long, or even being able to go somewhere for the day. I know it’s difficult but it is crucial that we all do our part and stay safe during this time. 
          
          Staying safe doesn’t just mean only going out when necessary or wearing masks etc when we go out. It’s about keeping your mental health to the best it can be! Your mental health is so important and keeping on top of it during these times is very important, even if you just spend half an hour off of your phone, social media etc and go out in the garden or for some exercise will benefit your mental health. Also, spending time with people that you can, even if you live alone or with people that you don’t really get along with. FaceTime/Video call/ring your friend or family that make you happy and cheer you up. 
          
          And please check up on your friends and family during this time. I’m always here if anyone needs to talk. I’m so lucky during all of this because I’m surrounded by people I get along with (My boyfriend and my mum and my baby) so I feel so blessed. 
          
           I’ll update ASAP. I’m so thankful for all of the love on my books, honestly so thankful!!!!