but the 1m reads always make me think twice cuz it’s the biggest achievement i’ve ever received, tapi tulah tak best sebenarnya bila tulis benda yang tak membawa apa-apa faedah. i dont want to normalise any bad things yg ditulis dalam buku tu sebab saya sendiri pun tak suka bila baca balik. so mungkin oneday bila dah nekad, i will unpublish those two and let it be keep as a memory je.